yeah i'm going to japan tonight!!!
can't wait!
i'm so going to miss everyone
but most importantly i'm going to have FUN FUN FUN!!!!
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smiley:)smile.
Christmas is always the day i look forward to celebrating it with someone special.
My first love
I left my family outing to celebrate this special occasion with someone special.
My second love
He had his family gathering, so we did not celebrate nor meet on this day.
My third love
We can't get to celebrate this special day together as i'm leaving for turkey.
My loves, if my heavenly father would bless me with a special wish on this day,
I will wish for all these love to be erased and forgone.
My first and only love is you.
You are the reason.
ps: nothing ain't wrong with my relationship(:
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It was 2.42am(singapore), 1.42am(batam)
I felt a circular motion slightly above my knee cap
I woke up immediately to see a man in white trying to escape from my vision by bending towards the floor.
Thinking he was my friend playing a prank on me during the night,
I smacked his butt lightly.
To my horror, i saw a black man as he face up.
He was the bus driver.
Within seconds, he held my hand and did 'Salam' to me, seeking for forgiveness
and signed me not to tell anyone.
At that moment, i was too stun to know what i should do.
i read teenage magazine when i was young, why didn't i know i should shout or kick his balls.
All i merely did was to point towards the door and asked him to go out.
I laid back on my bed, still trying to figure out what's going on.
then i saw a shadow walking pass the door curtain.
I pretended to close my eyes and peeped,
he came into the room to spot-check.
I was so petrified.
After he left, I wanted to run towards the boy's room
Yet i was afraid he would attack me.
Moreover sue would then be alone in the room.
So i woke sue up and whispered to her.
Slowly we escape and tip-toe to the boys room.
Ben was awake when we pushed open the door,
we told him the whole incident.
As i regained full consciousness,
i can't wait to beat him up and make him suffer.
I thought of ways to torture him and make him cry before me pleading me to stop.
As dawn breaks, sue got me to tell his uncle.
Meantime, that man returned from his morning prayers and saw me.
The uncle told him everything that we told him.
SHUTS, i was like 'oh shit'!
Days past
:
:
:
Last day came, its time for me to work.
i made him kneel in front of me in the corner and i lift my hand up high
and one slam, i gave him a tight slap, he pointed his another half of his face for me to slap
i continued for 3 to 4 blows and ben stopped me.
The adrenaline flashed (not rushed) down my spine like a lightning,
I could feel my body shiver.
He apologised humbly saying that he regretted his doing and know it was wrong and promised not to do it in future.
I was still angry then, i still wanted to punch him.
but when i got back, i noticed that in my heart i ain't angry with him anymore, i ain't bothered much by it anymore,
instead i see it as a blessing in disguise.
I saw what happened to people around me when things happened to me.
I saw who was really someone who is true to me, who stand by me throughout,
i saw who was one who talked big but backed out in the end,
i saw who was one who didn't bother about it at all,
and i even saw some who even talked shamelessly as it had nothing to do with them.
Many people may feel it's nothing especially boys.
They think its just a touch on the knee and it's not anything important.
But think of it this way:
- if i didn't wake up on time, where will he be touching.
- if this incident happened on your love ones or to yourself, would you still talk in this manner.
I felt a circular motion slightly above my knee cap
I woke up immediately to see a man in white trying to escape from my vision by bending towards the floor.
Thinking he was my friend playing a prank on me during the night,
I smacked his butt lightly.
To my horror, i saw a black man as he face up.
He was the bus driver.
Within seconds, he held my hand and did 'Salam' to me, seeking for forgiveness
and signed me not to tell anyone.
At that moment, i was too stun to know what i should do.
i read teenage magazine when i was young, why didn't i know i should shout or kick his balls.
All i merely did was to point towards the door and asked him to go out.
I laid back on my bed, still trying to figure out what's going on.
then i saw a shadow walking pass the door curtain.
I pretended to close my eyes and peeped,
he came into the room to spot-check.
I was so petrified.
After he left, I wanted to run towards the boy's room
Yet i was afraid he would attack me.
Moreover sue would then be alone in the room.
So i woke sue up and whispered to her.
Slowly we escape and tip-toe to the boys room.
Ben was awake when we pushed open the door,
we told him the whole incident.
As i regained full consciousness,
i can't wait to beat him up and make him suffer.
I thought of ways to torture him and make him cry before me pleading me to stop.
As dawn breaks, sue got me to tell his uncle.
Meantime, that man returned from his morning prayers and saw me.
The uncle told him everything that we told him.
SHUTS, i was like 'oh shit'!
Days past
:
:
:
Last day came, its time for me to work.
i made him kneel in front of me in the corner and i lift my hand up high
and one slam, i gave him a tight slap, he pointed his another half of his face for me to slap
i continued for 3 to 4 blows and ben stopped me.
The adrenaline flashed (not rushed) down my spine like a lightning,
I could feel my body shiver.
He apologised humbly saying that he regretted his doing and know it was wrong and promised not to do it in future.
I was still angry then, i still wanted to punch him.
but when i got back, i noticed that in my heart i ain't angry with him anymore, i ain't bothered much by it anymore,
instead i see it as a blessing in disguise.
I saw what happened to people around me when things happened to me.
I saw who was really someone who is true to me, who stand by me throughout,
i saw who was one who talked big but backed out in the end,
i saw who was one who didn't bother about it at all,
and i even saw some who even talked shamelessly as it had nothing to do with them.
Many people may feel it's nothing especially boys.
They think its just a touch on the knee and it's not anything important.
But think of it this way:
- if i didn't wake up on time, where will he be touching.
- if this incident happened on your love ones or to yourself, would you still talk in this manner.
PS: Name is not written to protect the rights of the person. =)
- Mood: smiley:)smile.
Call it the work of evil
A blessing in disguise
A purpose to test my understanding
Or it's just a 'can't work out kinda' thing
Maybe it's time to give in and put a stop to all misery.
shuts
A blessing in disguise
A purpose to test my understanding
Or it's just a 'can't work out kinda' thing
Maybe it's time to give in and put a stop to all misery.
shuts
- Mood:
smiley:)smile.
I dreamt of a cat in my house in the afternoon
Just, a cat appear in my house without my dog noticing.
it ran into the room and very quickly, i carried boogle into another room.
This dream came true
Just, a cat appear in my house without my dog noticing.
it ran into the room and very quickly, i carried boogle into another room.
This dream came true
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BUSINESS STATISTIC
'C'
BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
'B'
BUSINESS LAW
'C'
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
'B'
MICROECONOMICS
'B'
Imagine studying only one night or few hours before exam and getting such a fairly well results?
What if i were to study way before exams?
Won't my results be much better???!!!
LOL!
way to go!
'C'
BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
'B'
BUSINESS LAW
'C'
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
'B'
MICROECONOMICS
'B'
Imagine studying only one night or few hours before exam and getting such a fairly well results?
What if i were to study way before exams?
Won't my results be much better???!!!
LOL!
way to go!
- Mood: smiley:)smile.
BUSINESS STATISTIC
studied on 19 and 20 aug
19-started studying BSTA at night
20-started studying BSTA at night too
but paper screwed up for final answer all wrong-_-
21 august-fell asleep the whole afternoon after statisic and went out eat with his parents
so didn't study again-_-
BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
studied on 22 and 23 aug
22-did housework and slept the wholefternoon-didn't study till night time
23-studied ITB online with webcam-so got study! yeah!
BUSINESS LAW
studied on 24 aug
24- went to AMK in afternoon, started studying at 12am till 6am with sleep interval.
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
studied on 25 aug
25- went home, sleep till 6pm, went to his place at 9plus and studied from 2am til 5.30am
MICROECONOMICS
studied on 26 aug
26-had lunch and reach home at 3 plus. sleep and online and started studying at 2.30am to 5.30am.
Everything said here is based on how i studies for my this semester's exam, no false statement, shall reveal results soon
studied on 19 and 20 aug
19-started studying BSTA at night
20-started studying BSTA at night too
but paper screwed up for final answer all wrong-_-
21 august-fell asleep the whole afternoon after statisic and went out eat with his parents
so didn't study again-_-
BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
studied on 22 and 23 aug
22-did housework and slept the wholefternoon-didn't study till night time
23-studied ITB online with webcam-so got study! yeah!
BUSINESS LAW
studied on 24 aug
24- went to AMK in afternoon, started studying at 12am till 6am with sleep interval.
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
studied on 25 aug
25- went home, sleep till 6pm, went to his place at 9plus and studied from 2am til 5.30am
MICROECONOMICS
studied on 26 aug
26-had lunch and reach home at 3 plus. sleep and online and started studying at 2.30am to 5.30am.
Everything said here is based on how i studies for my this semester's exam, no false statement, shall reveal results soon
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smiley:)smile.
Today, i received a love letter from him.
Sweet is the answer.
I've never gotten any love letter for 17 years of my live and this is the first one.
I'll never forget this day.
cute(:
Note: i'm not attach
Sweet is the answer.
I've never gotten any love letter for 17 years of my live and this is the first one.
I'll never forget this day.
cute(:
Note: i'm not attach
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smiley:)smile.
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smiley:)smile.
" My daddy used to tell me:
The time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever,
and no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away. "
<Extracted from The notebook
The time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever,
and no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away. "
<Extracted from The notebook
author: nicholas spark>
Should hurt and scar feelings never go away then?
Perhaps some or even most people have been through many hurt relationships
and never dare get into a relationship anymore.
But think of it this way:
sometimes your relationship didn't work out
is not because the other partner is a bad person
SO its advicable to stop putting in BAD words for your partner just to make him seem bad and make yourself look like the innocent one.
Its just that he isn't the right one.
so look for the left one, <LOL>
Also Don't stop there because we have to assist the government policy
of 'three or more if you can afford' to minimize aging population <LOL>
Should hurt and scar feelings never go away then?
Perhaps some or even most people have been through many hurt relationships
and never dare get into a relationship anymore.
But think of it this way:
sometimes your relationship didn't work out
is not because the other partner is a bad person
SO its advicable to stop putting in BAD words for your partner just to make him seem bad and make yourself look like the innocent one.
Its just that he isn't the right one.
so look for the left one, <LOL>
Also Don't stop there because we have to assist the government policy
of 'three or more if you can afford' to minimize aging population <LOL>
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smiley:)smile.
Seriously!
This years' NDP09 is ALOT ALOT ALOT more entertaining.
With actors from 'police and thief' and a couple of mediacorp artists,
its so entertaining and interesting.
This is the first time ever,
that the people of singapore are laughing to the performance!
even children at the age of 6 years old
and elderly at the age of 60 years old.
AWESOMELY NICE!
It's a must catch event that every Singaporean must see this year!
My love for SINGAPORE!
The night light!
This years' NDP09 is ALOT ALOT ALOT more entertaining.
With actors from 'police and thief' and a couple of mediacorp artists,
its so entertaining and interesting.
This is the first time ever,
that the people of singapore are laughing to the performance!
even children at the age of 6 years old
and elderly at the age of 60 years old.
AWESOMELY NICE!
It's a must catch event that every Singaporean must see this year!
My love for SINGAPORE!
The night light!
- Mood:
smiley:)smile. - Music:Count on me Singapore
I was watching *lilo and stitch* on disney channel,
"Don't leave me, i need you"
This sentence kept resounding in my head.
That sentence had always been a sentence used by couple,
But in this term of context,
It was used between a friendship of a 'dog' and a girl.
*Pretty interesting*
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It took me so long, 17 years
To realise that my daddy is no longer as young and strong as he was when i was 5 years old.
It poured heavily this morning ;and i left my house late
At the bus stop, i met my daddy.
As it was raining, daddy took the bus with me to bedok interchange.
I stood up and daddy took the seat
The once black healthy hair man has become a man with slight balding ;and more white hair than black hair.
At this instance, memories of daddy and me running on the field at downtown east when i was 5years old, catching one another,
Came flashing back.
Daddy has grown old.
Wrinkles and tireness are more obvious.
Daddy is no longer the young man i know.
How long more will daddy be with me?
I felt the hurt in my heart.
and my eyes began to feel watery.
But i had to hold back my tears.
I can't bring myself to see the day daddy leave me forever.
As i forced back the tears, i pretented to be happy
and say "daddy you have alot of white hair!"
As we parted at the mrt, i kissed daddy goodbye.
I had the urge to give daddy a hug but i don't know how to start
Is it because of the culture we're in that make us conservative?
I wish to show my love towards daddy, but i'm shy.
From this day onwards, i am going to save every amount that i can save.
I am going to study hard as every amount spent on my education is from the hard earn money of my daddy.
When i thought only love from a broken relationship hurts me the most,
It is never comparable to losing my daddy who rise me into a fine lady.
To realise that my daddy is no longer as young and strong as he was when i was 5 years old.
It poured heavily this morning ;and i left my house late
At the bus stop, i met my daddy.
As it was raining, daddy took the bus with me to bedok interchange.
I stood up and daddy took the seat
The once black healthy hair man has become a man with slight balding ;and more white hair than black hair.
At this instance, memories of daddy and me running on the field at downtown east when i was 5years old, catching one another,
Came flashing back.
Daddy has grown old.
Wrinkles and tireness are more obvious.
Daddy is no longer the young man i know.
How long more will daddy be with me?
I felt the hurt in my heart.
and my eyes began to feel watery.
But i had to hold back my tears.
I can't bring myself to see the day daddy leave me forever.
As i forced back the tears, i pretented to be happy
and say "daddy you have alot of white hair!"
As we parted at the mrt, i kissed daddy goodbye.
I had the urge to give daddy a hug but i don't know how to start
Is it because of the culture we're in that make us conservative?
I wish to show my love towards daddy, but i'm shy.
From this day onwards, i am going to save every amount that i can save.
I am going to study hard as every amount spent on my education is from the hard earn money of my daddy.
When i thought only love from a broken relationship hurts me the most,
It is never comparable to losing my daddy who rise me into a fine lady.
Thank you, daddy
I Love you.
- Mood: smiley:)smile.
Never thought i did create a new blog/journal entry again, and i just did!
This journal is going to be about my daily activities.
Through this journal, i hope i can improve my english.
And from this day onwards, its going to be a new beginning for me again(:
This journal is going to be about my daily activities.
Through this journal, i hope i can improve my english.
And from this day onwards, its going to be a new beginning for me again(:
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